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title: I Had a Panic Attack Onstage
date: 2024-05-01T23:04:00-04:00
author: Missy Moyer
canonical_url: "https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/i-had-a-panic-attack-onstage"
section: "Stories & Conversations"
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[Stories &amp; Conversations](/stories-conversations)# I Had a Panic Attack Onstage

A firsthand account of what it was like to have a panic attack on stage, as well as thoughts on how to cope with anxiety.

> Hi there! I’m Caitlin, The Flutey Feminist! Thanks for watching this video. Today, I’m sharing a story with you about having a panic attack during a concert! Fun stuff.

[Watch the video ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bz-jXOh5Wrg)

SOURCE: FluteyFeminist • AUTHOR: Caitlin • LAST UPDATED: February 6, 2020

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- [anxiety](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/tags/anxiety)
- [panic attack](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/tags/panic-attack)
- [stories &amp; conversations](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/tags/stories-conversations)

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TC shares her experience with doctors in the days leading up to and after her diagnosis of congestive heart failure.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/your-story-heart-health1)

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## Living with Congestive Heart Failure

TC shares how she felt immediately after being diagnosed with congestive heart failure.

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TC shares how she felt immediately after being diagnosed with congestive heart failure.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/my-story-living-with-congestive-heart-failure)

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## Dealing with Difficult Menstrual Cycles

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CB shares her story of experiencing difficult menstrual cycles as a teenager.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/your-story-menstruation-cb)

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CB discusses the process of finding a treatment for her painful periods and heavy bleeding, until discovering that they were caused by fibroids and cysts.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/living-with-irregular-menstrual-cycles)

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## Coping with Depression and Anxiety

LL discusses her experience with depression and anxiety, which both run in her family. She notes that medication and acupuncture are her chosen treatments.

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LL discusses her experience with depression and anxiety, which both run in her family. She notes that medication and acupuncture are her chosen treatments.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/my-story-coping-with-depression-and-anxiety)

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## Dealing with Contraception Side Effects

MT shares her experience using birth control to treat heavy, painful periods. She addresses problems with the first birth control pill that she tried.

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MT shares her experience using birth control to treat heavy, painful periods. She addresses problems with the first birth control pill that she tried.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/my-story-dealing-with-contraception-side-effects)

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## Coping With Heavy Periods as a Child

MT describes how she coped with the heavy and painful periods she experienced growing up before being able to take birth control.

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MT describes how she coped with the heavy and painful periods she experienced growing up before being able to take birth control.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/stories-conversations/my-story-coping-with-heavy-periods-as-a-child)

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## A Toolbox for Coping with Anxiety amid Heart Failure

Our Bodies Ourselves content expert Maggie Teliska offers tools to cope with anxiety, from the perspective of a heart failure patient.

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Our Bodies Ourselves content expert Maggie Teliska offers tools to cope with anxiety, from the perspective of a heart failure patient.](https://ourbodiesourselves.org/health-info/a-toolbox-for-coping-with-anxiety-amid-heart-failure)
